Post by Maya Nitros du Satino on Dec 20, 2008 19:37:48 GMT 10
So this is just a project that came from a random afternoon of wondering. So please read it and tell me what you think.
“Awaken!” yelled a voice as it echoed in my head. It wasn’t his voice but it felt like a voice I needed to listen to. Heck, I half felt like I was in some kind of magic show or hypnotic moment but I knew somewhere in my head that it wasn’t true. In all honesty, my life was ending at this very moment. I was dying and I would continue to die for all eternity or until someone stepped in and destroyed me.
But I asked for this. I looked Sedaiyus in those big brown eyes of his and told him that I wanted to live with him forever and he obliged after my many pleads. So why did I get this sinking feeling that I was making the wrong move. Maybe it was because my eyes didn’t open as he said “awaken”. Or maybe it was because he was going to leave me after some time. Only I didn’t know that he had given me centuries of time. I thought it was just a moment. I didn’t know, and I wished that I had.
On this particular day, I awoke in a secluded room with a shaded window. No one was inside the room but there was a IV in my arm that was feeding me fresh human blood. I pulled the IV out of my skin and began drinking from the IV slowly, fully taking in the taste of fresh A positive blood. The taste was sweet on my dry tongue. I reveled in the taste for a moment before I remembered my sweet Sedaiyus again.
When night fell, I was going to find Sedaiyus. I missed him terribly. I wanted to be with him again. He was the reason I gave up my mortal lifetime. I wanted to spend eternity with him, not just my lifetime. That’s why I let him turn me. That’s why I’m now a vampire, because I wanted Sedaiyus even more than my own life. I would have died for him, because I loved him. He was my world and my life and nothing would change that. Or so I thought.
I stood alone in this room looking at the four bland sea foam walls. It seemed that Sedaiyus had been making an effort to make the room relaxing but everything else was removed from the room to allow doctors to work. But the room was odd. It seemed much smoother than most of the walls that we had when he turned me. Then again, it could just be the fact that I had been looking at the back of my eyelids for a while that this room looks different than the construction I was used to. My thoughts were so wrapped up in the construction that it took me a while to realize that there was a doctor in the room who had this small device in his hand that he seemed to be waiting to hear from. I vaguely laughed at him until I heard Sedaiyus’ voice from the other side. My heart seemed to leap slightly though there was panic in his voice. I didn’t care about the panic in his voice, I just was thankful to hear his angelic voice at all. I was so elated that I didn’t even listen to their conversation. But I did hear a short phrase that brought me complete bliss, “I’m on my way” in Sedaiyus’ beautiful voice. That was when I felt like I was in heaven. Sedaiyus had not forgotten me and he still loved me enough to see me the moment he knew I was awake.
So I waited anxiously for him to enter my room. I so wanted to kiss him and hold him again as I did before I turned. I seemed to just watch the clock toil on until I heard footsteps from the hall. And standing in the doorway when I turned around was my undeniably handsome Sedaiyus.
I ran up and kissed him on the lips, though he backed out of the kiss in less than a second. I felt like I had been hit hard in the stomach when he did that. But maybe he read the pain in my eyes as he said, “Now just isn’t the time for that.”
Well at least he did care, I thought. “So how long was I away from you?” I asked beginning to tease his senses a bit as I ran my fingers up his arms. He had almost grown more exquisitely handsome since I had been almost dead.
“Two hundred years or so,” I heard Sedaiyus’ soft angelic tone proclaim. I almost got so lost in his voice that I didn’t realize how long it had been until my mind finally caught up. He waited for over two centuries for me. He seemed too good to be true.
“I can’t believe that you waited for me for so long!” I kissed him slowly as I spoke, “I love you.” Sedaiyus seemed to freeze up to this confession. He didn’t speak but instead just walked into the room, away from me. I followed him into the room and put my hand on his shoulder. “What’s wrong?”
“You remember when you told me that you knew what I was right? When you asked me to turn you? Well that was a moment that I felt like I truly loved you and when I turned you was probably one of the last moments I lived my life with you as the center. When you didn’t wake up, I stopped living and put all of my effort into waking you up somehow. But now, things are different. I have found a way to live my life again. And I don’t know how to say this to you . . .”
“Say what? What happened?”
“I have met someone who makes me feel alive every day I am living so much more than any other time of my life. While I still do have feelings for you, I’m quite in love with and married to someone else.”
“You’re married? To who?”
“Her name is Maya. She is a beautiful girl and so generous. I sometimes can’t believe that I am privileged or gifted enough to have her. I often feel that I will lose her because she deserves someone so much greater than me.”
I looked back at the floor feeling disappointment wash over me. “I see,” gently escaped my lips as I bowed my head letting tears flow freely from my eyes. I couldn’t hear anymore. I actually heard Sedaiyus move towards me and words attempt to escape his lips but I ran out of the room trying not to hear his apologies that would change nothing or his falsely comforting words. Right now, all I wanted was him, but he was taken by another.
If you want to read more of this please pm me and I will be glad to share with you there.
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“Awaken!” yelled a voice as it echoed in my head. It wasn’t his voice but it felt like a voice I needed to listen to. Heck, I half felt like I was in some kind of magic show or hypnotic moment but I knew somewhere in my head that it wasn’t true. In all honesty, my life was ending at this very moment. I was dying and I would continue to die for all eternity or until someone stepped in and destroyed me.
But I asked for this. I looked Sedaiyus in those big brown eyes of his and told him that I wanted to live with him forever and he obliged after my many pleads. So why did I get this sinking feeling that I was making the wrong move. Maybe it was because my eyes didn’t open as he said “awaken”. Or maybe it was because he was going to leave me after some time. Only I didn’t know that he had given me centuries of time. I thought it was just a moment. I didn’t know, and I wished that I had.
On this particular day, I awoke in a secluded room with a shaded window. No one was inside the room but there was a IV in my arm that was feeding me fresh human blood. I pulled the IV out of my skin and began drinking from the IV slowly, fully taking in the taste of fresh A positive blood. The taste was sweet on my dry tongue. I reveled in the taste for a moment before I remembered my sweet Sedaiyus again.
When night fell, I was going to find Sedaiyus. I missed him terribly. I wanted to be with him again. He was the reason I gave up my mortal lifetime. I wanted to spend eternity with him, not just my lifetime. That’s why I let him turn me. That’s why I’m now a vampire, because I wanted Sedaiyus even more than my own life. I would have died for him, because I loved him. He was my world and my life and nothing would change that. Or so I thought.
I stood alone in this room looking at the four bland sea foam walls. It seemed that Sedaiyus had been making an effort to make the room relaxing but everything else was removed from the room to allow doctors to work. But the room was odd. It seemed much smoother than most of the walls that we had when he turned me. Then again, it could just be the fact that I had been looking at the back of my eyelids for a while that this room looks different than the construction I was used to. My thoughts were so wrapped up in the construction that it took me a while to realize that there was a doctor in the room who had this small device in his hand that he seemed to be waiting to hear from. I vaguely laughed at him until I heard Sedaiyus’ voice from the other side. My heart seemed to leap slightly though there was panic in his voice. I didn’t care about the panic in his voice, I just was thankful to hear his angelic voice at all. I was so elated that I didn’t even listen to their conversation. But I did hear a short phrase that brought me complete bliss, “I’m on my way” in Sedaiyus’ beautiful voice. That was when I felt like I was in heaven. Sedaiyus had not forgotten me and he still loved me enough to see me the moment he knew I was awake.
So I waited anxiously for him to enter my room. I so wanted to kiss him and hold him again as I did before I turned. I seemed to just watch the clock toil on until I heard footsteps from the hall. And standing in the doorway when I turned around was my undeniably handsome Sedaiyus.
I ran up and kissed him on the lips, though he backed out of the kiss in less than a second. I felt like I had been hit hard in the stomach when he did that. But maybe he read the pain in my eyes as he said, “Now just isn’t the time for that.”
Well at least he did care, I thought. “So how long was I away from you?” I asked beginning to tease his senses a bit as I ran my fingers up his arms. He had almost grown more exquisitely handsome since I had been almost dead.
“Two hundred years or so,” I heard Sedaiyus’ soft angelic tone proclaim. I almost got so lost in his voice that I didn’t realize how long it had been until my mind finally caught up. He waited for over two centuries for me. He seemed too good to be true.
“I can’t believe that you waited for me for so long!” I kissed him slowly as I spoke, “I love you.” Sedaiyus seemed to freeze up to this confession. He didn’t speak but instead just walked into the room, away from me. I followed him into the room and put my hand on his shoulder. “What’s wrong?”
“You remember when you told me that you knew what I was right? When you asked me to turn you? Well that was a moment that I felt like I truly loved you and when I turned you was probably one of the last moments I lived my life with you as the center. When you didn’t wake up, I stopped living and put all of my effort into waking you up somehow. But now, things are different. I have found a way to live my life again. And I don’t know how to say this to you . . .”
“Say what? What happened?”
“I have met someone who makes me feel alive every day I am living so much more than any other time of my life. While I still do have feelings for you, I’m quite in love with and married to someone else.”
“You’re married? To who?”
“Her name is Maya. She is a beautiful girl and so generous. I sometimes can’t believe that I am privileged or gifted enough to have her. I often feel that I will lose her because she deserves someone so much greater than me.”
I looked back at the floor feeling disappointment wash over me. “I see,” gently escaped my lips as I bowed my head letting tears flow freely from my eyes. I couldn’t hear anymore. I actually heard Sedaiyus move towards me and words attempt to escape his lips but I ran out of the room trying not to hear his apologies that would change nothing or his falsely comforting words. Right now, all I wanted was him, but he was taken by another.
If you want to read more of this please pm me and I will be glad to share with you there.
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